Tune into Life

Let the music be the silence of worries and regrets.
Let the music be the voice of reality and dreams.

With each stroke..
Each huff…
Each beat

let the melody take you where you want to be.

It’s a chant of belief…  It’s the cry of giving up.

It’s about blending in with the orchestra…
It’s in isolation with your piece…

Music is heart.
followed by rhythm…

Echoed in the symphony that is life.

MY MIND WANDERS AGAIN...

We all want another truth, another reality… sadly.. there is only one..

pointlessly dissappointing.

AMBAGES

Life’s labyrinth…

We all search for purpose…
We all get lost….

And every wrong turn… You think you’ll know the way… But no.

You’re still lost…

And you struggle… You get impatient… You panic…
Cause somehow… You hate to move without knowing what’s coming…

Especially with that screaming voice in your head that’s thinking what’s in the end is
Nothing…
It’s not what you want.
You’re wasting it.

That all this time you push and you push… You’ve run miles in search of that way out of the maze…
And only to find out you’re just back to square one.
You’re in the same friggin spot as before.
Nothing has changed. You’re still lost. And you still don’t know what’s happening.. Or what you’ve done wrong… And if you’ve done anything right after all.. deep down you’re thinking… Maybe… 

You never really wanted to get out of the maze…

Cause confusion excuses you from doing.
Confusion excuses you to making decisions…
Confusion excuses you from making mistakes… answering the wrong questions…
And facing the fact that you have to move on.
Cheers to growing up. :|

First-ish

With random thoughts..and words uttered out of sheer spontaneity.

I create this blog. never really saw myself as the writing type.. with many failed attempts of doing journals over the years… so I wasn’t really sure what had really pushed me to getting into blog writing. cause looking into my old essays, works and the like…all I see is random scribbles in my head, sporadic moments of bright ideas…and just plain word vomit..

though as I write this… I am not expecting any readers… rather just to get my head out there.. utter frivolity for some most … but maybe… somehow… the universe can comprehend my nonsense… and perhaps…

rescue me from my thoughts.